I am officially done with this cycle. Its quite obvious that this has tuned into an anovulatory cycle. My temp has been spiking all over the place and I am on CD 34 and FF is a liar for saying I Oed the other day. Sorry FF, but I call bullshit!
I'm sick of it all. Sick of waiting, sick of being consumed by TTC, sick of being constantly disappointed. I'm sick of the acupressure and all my effort getting me no where. I just want my period to show up so that I can start the Clomid.
I think I'm going to quit the acupressure. I've been going for 2 months and I actually don't think that its helped at all. I thought about it a lot over the weekend. I think I'll call today and cancel my appointment on Wednesday and let them know I'm taking a break from the acupressure. Why should I sit for an additional hour in traffic if its not even helping me?!
I don't regret the acupressure because I felt that I exhausted that as a resource and can feel good about moving to the next step. I would never be as comfortable with taking the Clomid again if I hadn't stuck with the acupressure for the past 2 cycles.
Today my good friend who is pregnant will find out the sex of her baby. Another will be 14 weeks pregnant, and my co worker will be 12 weeks pregnant.
Wow, this truly sucks.
**UPDATE**--My friend is having a baby girl. I just went and cried in the bathroom stall....I am so pathetic.
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5 comments:
Hang in there... I know how you feel.
I know how you feel! I am getting tired of TTC, and all the disappointment it brings. I have been spotting since 3DPO and I'm on 7 DPO now. I just want this cycle over and done with so I can move onto yet another cycle.
((hugs)) from one frustrated woman to another
I'm so sorry you have to deal with this, Hon.
((BIG HUGS))
I'm sorry, I know how bad annovulatory cycles suck! Clomid will really put you back on track.
TTC is so very hard and frustrating. I'm sorry that today is an especially hard day for you.
Chrysallys
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