So I tested...BFN

And I'm actually OK about it. I was thrilled to see my temp go back up today from the slump I had over the weekend. I will retest on Wednesday at 12 DPO is AF doesn't rear her ugly head. I'm seeing the acupressurist tonight and I will tell him I want to know what it was that he "read" the other day. I think that any hope that I have is based on his "reading" and the fact that I am virtually symptomless in the 2WW. I was actually quite fatigued over the weekend which is odd for me. I kept wondering if I was imagining it or if I really was "fatigued." I could have slept all day on both Saturday and Sunday, yet I got 9 hours of sleep both days. It was especially worse after I ate....holy hell. I could have fallen asleep at the table. I don't know though...I'm so worried I'm imagining things.

I know 10 DPO is early and was prepared to put on my big girl panties if was negative. If I get AF, I would at least like to see my LP go back to the length it was before rather than the 10 days it was last cycle. I remain hopeful for now and REALLY want to hear what the acupressurist has to say. He knows I was testing on today.

If AF shows up, I'm onto cycle #5, month 6. I can't believe that I will have gotten to that point. I will have to make a decision about what I want to do regarding Clomid and acupressure. Part of me just wants to do the Clomid again while the other part of me just wants to give the acupressure one more try. I told myself I would wait to decide until I actually was presented with cycle 5, but since it is looming above my head I can't help but start thinking about it....