This may not end well

Seems that I *may* have posted too soon yesterday. This morning I woke up at 4 am (to pee) and of course took my daily FRER since it was going to be 2 hours till I woke up for the day. The FRER showed a lighter line than yesterday (yesterday was light but def there, today's was much lighter, but again still a + test). Now, I know this doesn't automatically mean early miscarriage, but I am pretty much resigning myself to the fact that it is. I spoke with the OB office and they have me scheduled for my 1st OB appt next Tuesday - as far as they're concerned as long as my tests keep coming up positive, they are going to treat it as a pregnancy. If I should have any onset of severe cramps, any form of bleeding, or a negative pg test, I am to call them.

I want so badly to be hopeful, but I feel the symptoms I so heartily felt yesterday have already loosened up a bit. I haven't bit fatigued today (granted that could be the adrenaline) at all and my boobs are less sore. Now I as well as anyone know that hormones levels can fluctuate and cause those things to wax and wane, but lets be real here, it doesn't look good. In my heart I feel that something is wrong. I just know that test will be negative tomorrow or at least close to it. I'll keep you all posted, I swear - but please keep me and bebe #2 in your thoughts if you can.