Ok, so I don't know why I can't stop blogging now. Maybe I need this avenue to express my ramblings and frustrations about TTC. June will be month 6 of TTC. I remember when I went off the pill at the end of December that eveyone was saying "Oh, you'll get pregnant right away after the pill." Low and behold, here I am in May and I've only ovulated 2 times. I hate that people give me false hope (I know better now though). I want to know who these doctors are that say the women are most fertile the 3 months after BCP. That is the biggest crock of shite I have ever heard. I have heard the "fertile after the pill" line quite a few times and a gut feeling always told me it was wrong.
For a few years now I've had this bad gut feeling that I would have trouble getting pregnant. And here I am, having trouble getting pregnant. Hell, I can't even ovulate properly yet have a chance at conceiving. I know I should be patient, but patience left me last month. I have encountered so many others that have it much worse than I do, but that doesn't make this any less painful. It's very difficult to not measure self worth with your ability to get pregnant.
Oh and by the way, the CBEFM gave me a "low" today...icing on the cake.
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1 comment:
Hey, I am sorry for your frustrations. I know how you feel and it just STINKS! I know how frustrating it is to be TTC and have an anovulatory cycle(s). Its just not fair because you try and try but your body is fighting against you.
Getting pregnant IS going to happen for you. I know it. Its just going to take a bit more time. But when it happens, it will be wonderful. You'll be a great mom!
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